what i have realized thus far from last night until this morning:
i get soooooo frustrated over things I can't control and that seems to be becoming more constant in my life. everyday.
alcohol is stupid. it covered up things in my life that i can see right through now. its the only thing that has made me feel more sure of myself everyday that it was the best decision.
on that note. alcohol makes people do stupid, insensitive things that hurt me. its pretty much 50/50 now.
i want someone to take care of me. im tired of taking care of everyone else.
i really should go break something so i don't have the urge to keep breaking everything.
moving away would be a quick fix, but not realistic at all right now.
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