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every year i find out here that i have one other class that needs to be taken care of. now im really gonna have to pay for it next year. im just so utterly mad and frustrated and want to cry because I yes ME, has to pay for it. So based on what i think its gonna cost per credit my loans will add up to a little under 50,000 dollars. i can't even comprehend that crap. so im probably gonna have to sacrifice the class I want to take so i can reduce that. i have put so much money and work and shit into this school and because of my advisor not being clear with me I have to take another class on top of my portfolio class that i did not expect to take. you know of all things i want, i want to take the class that instead of meeting once a week, meets twice a week and will probably be a ton of work but thats the one I want to take. and of course its 6 credits per semester instead of one so thats why it'll cost me so much more. why can't i just have the money for this. just for school. i could care less about anything else right now. just this.