whenever im driving late at night now all i wanna do is drive out of this state to anywhere. where? i have no clue, but i just want to keep driving and staying dark outside. music playing, back roads in the trees, no ones there, im the only one one the road.
i woke up this morning and when i was driving to work, i wanted to cry, i held the last month in hoping things were looking up and different but i was wrong and i let him get away with what he wanted to do with me. i was just a pawn in his chess game. i never meant anything to him.
i stopped myself, from crying, he isn't worth it. not worth it.
i hope i don't have bad luck forever.
i need to remember to make an eye appointment. im pretty sure my vision got worse again.
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