certain

i think im so certain about people and then im not anymore. i scare myself. i just don't want to keep making the same mistakes over. just don't want to get hurt again. its hard to trust but i know ill do it. im hoping ill be lucky this time. but i don't think its about luck anymore. all i know is that im certain i like him. that is what i am certain about and i guess thats all i need to know right now.

i need tea again. my throat is acting up again.