back in the great state of new jersey

my room is almost done being redone. painting is done of walls and furniture. all that needs to be done is the hanging up of pictures and of moving the desk into my room and putting everything else away. pictures will be up eventually. im really like the new setup of it and i have a lot more space and its not as crammed as it used to be. i also really like having the bed in the corner so i can lean up against two walls now. 

yesterday went to the show at the lanes but never actually went inside except when i paid 10 bucks to go in to change into shorts and pee but then sold my wristband to chelsea, so got my 10 bucks back. the weather decided to be really sucky and kept changing so liz and i decided not to bring the bikes but of course when we get to asbury its not raining at all. when i walked into the lanes, old white lincoln was playing an it instantly reminded me of tom. im really trying hard to keep busy and i know these next few days will be shitty but i know it will be worth it in the end, cause this time its different.

just gotta keep a positive mental attitude thats all. 

my mom says im probably the most patient person she knows. 

ill be ever so patient.