
there are only a couple things im really scared of in life and one of them is death and losing people. my dad told me the other day that someone at work had a heart attack over the weekend and died and was only 50. my dads father died when he was 53 of cancer. i get very scared sometimes that something will happen to him. also for the past few nights i have this recurring intense dream of me riding my bike in the city and falling off and getting run over by a car. very vivid and very scary and has only happened now since i fell already in the city a month ago, its just so intense sometimes. ugh.

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