It will be 20 more days of living in the city. I will miss it yet I will not. I will miss being able to get around everywhere. Riding in the city, weaving in and out of cars, wondering if some cab driver isn't paying attention, but the thrill of that making it that more exciting. Missing the fact that there is always something going on, no matter what time of the night. Having the best food and art at my finger tips. This whole year all I have cared about is improving my artwork cause I felt it was at this stand still last year. It's great to feel that I have done so much better quality work that I was totally into this year. It wasn't projects that I was just given so I knew how to do it. No I did what I wanted to do this year. The days are winding down and its going by very fast. The next couple of weeks will be a lot of fun, hard work, no sleep, and sense of accomplishment, sadness and happiness.
It is my time to leave though. I don't know if I could ever totally live in the city and feel settled because I always have the want to go back to New Jersey no matter what. As much as I will miss new york I have so many things to look forward to after this semester ends. I have the greatest friends, the greatest family, and the greatest new boyfriend, and those are all back here, and not there.
New York city your a hell of a town, you'll always be in my heart, but new jersey took it first.
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