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So I can't say Im the happiest lately but then again I feel like I have no real time to feel anything. When I do have free time I don't want to think about anything. I miss one of my friends a lot because it feels like he has no time for anymore and sometimes I lose hope until he sends me that text sometimes and then it makes me happy to know that he still knows im there but its still hard. More than ever I feel like i need a few months away. I want to go away so badly without anyone. Im just that kind of person who likes to be alone sometimes and I think thats probably hard for some people to believe or accept but its something I do need every now and then. Im young and sometimes I feel like I held back these years not at school and not that I regret the decisions I made but maybe should have taken more chances in the people who truly made me happy.